Need to be reborn..

I'm a teenager, and I have already managed to screw up my life.
And I'm not cool with living a screwed up life.
So, I decided I need to get reborn.

Recently I've been trying to figure out what is it that's keeping me down.

And I've figured it out.

It's the demons.

The past.

The fear of the possibility that the demons will return.

I think I got the solution for it though.

I will write every single thing that's pressing on my chest in a diary.

The Demon Diary, I will call it.

I will relive every thing that has ever hurt me.
I will go through the pain I never bothered to deal with – why would I? Wasn't I too strong to be hurt? All grown-up, that goddamn mask that was my crucifix.

I will relive all that pain, I will deal with what I have to, if it won't stop bothering me.

I will do all that,

then I will take all those demons

and I will burn them.

Literally.

And it will set me free.

Or so I hope.

Cheers.

I decided to post it here so maybe someone who doesn't know how to do that.. Well, that my time spent thinking about it will help 'em.